sOrTa gEtTiNg FrEaKeD oUt

So, I am SOOOOO ready to have my family back together. I miss my husband and am looking forward to this big adventure. He is living in our new house and it is weird to know that since I have yet to see it!
As excited I am about being back together and starting this great journey, I am starting to get a little nervous. Each day, I have this feeling in my gut that makes me sort of sad. I am going to miss my family and friends here. It is the reality that I will not be able to just call (9 hr time difference) and go home as easy. But more so, we are leaving America! As much as that is part of my excitement (seeing a new culture), it is scary to know that we are leaving behind everything that I know and have grown up with.
It is also a little scary because we are taking Hailee to another country. This is a time in life when it is not safe everywhere in this world. We are choosing to take our child to another country and I am hoping that we are making an ok decision for all of us.
Sort of random post but my belly has just been a little uneasy lately. Our move is just over a week away and these are the thoughts running through my head...