Weekly Confessions....
*I Confess... this week I have been craving an entire day home. It is just not in the cards though. Everyday has included an appointment of some sort. I want to stay home and be lazy for a day!
*I Confess... every time I weigh myself... I weigh myself three times and take the middle number. For some reason, I do not trust my scale- even when the number is one that I want!!lol
*I Confess... I am stressing over the next two months. Hubby is going into a sort of field environment the end of the month for a few days. Then Colorado for a week the end of August. Then he will be gone the entire month of September. I am not one of those wives that cannot function on my own. I actually enjoy it once we get the routine going. I am just thinking of how not only school will be in session but we will also be in the heat of soccer season! Two practices a week and a game- all with lil man in tow...
*I Confess... I am OVER the moon about tickets being purchased for our trip to the states in Nov/Dec. The kiddos & I will leave Nov 23 and return Dec 30. We are flying to NC... we will spend Thanksgiving there... and then fly to my parents in Ca for two weeks in the middle... Lee will come out and join us Dec 16-30... Did I mention that my inlaws bought Carter a ticket? Awesome right! No holding an 18 month old for 10+ hours!
*I Confess... I am totally awaiting tonight for the great television shows on!! Big Brother is on here tonight!! YEAH!!! I cannot wait to put kiddos to bed and go curl up in my bed. I totally will encourage the hubby to go play video games in the man room cause I do not want any interruptions in my guilty pleasure television!!
*I Confess... I am struggling with finding happiness for all the preggos around me. I love them all. I am totally happy for them all. Yet- I do not want to be around any of them. That sounds ugly. I know that. I keep telling myself that it is going to happen for us... but I just cannot share in their happiness right now. I cannot listen to their complaints (however valid they are). I cannot put the happy smile on for one more person that announces their pregnancy. But know what... I will. Life is life. I cannot hide out in my house. I cannot avoid preggos when almost everywhere I go- someone is preggo... It is a military community that is 7 months post deployment... TONS are preggo!
11 comments:
That is so awesome that you're going to be heading home for such a nice long visit. And how awesome that the in-laws bought your son a ticket! That's so nice of them.
It must be tough to be reminded of something you want when it's all around you. But you have two beautiful babies and that is definitely something to be grateful for. Especially when so many don't have any. You are a very lucky lady! :-)
I love it when my favorite shows are on! I'm excited for the new season of Torchwood premiering tonight!
You get to be home for the holidays--how awesome! And not having to hold an 18 month old for the flight--even better!
I LOVE Big Brother! Tell me what you thought of it!! So good!
Excited for you to come home! Also don't worry about feeling guily or bad, there is a time and place for everything and you need to worry about you and your family first. I'm sure all the preggos understand and if they don't then you know who your real "friends" are!
LOVE that you're able to go home! Yayyyy!!
And I know how you feel on your last confession. It's so hard to be happy for someone else, when they have the 1 thing you want more than anything in this world. Hang in there friend <3 (((hugs)))
(((HUGS))) to you for the prego issue.
What a good time you should have with family towards the end of the year.
yay! another Big Brother Fan! Love your blog!
Thanks for sharing your real feelings on being around pregnant people when you so desperately want it for yourself. I totally understand.
So glad that you get to come to the states... there is no place like home right! LOL
How awesome are your in-laws for getting your little man his own seat! That is grounds for in-laws of the year for sure!!! :)
Visiting from Jami's blog :) I admire you for being an Army wife--I came close to that a few years ago so I have the utmost respect for anyone who lives that life!
I'm sorry you seem to be having a rough time, though. I hope that you can find something to make you happy before you head back to visit the states in November!
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