Confession
How is it already Confession time again? I feel like it was just yesterday!!! Luckily I always have stuff to Confess!!! So, here it goes... I Confess... I have found the runners high that I have been missing! WooHoo! I Confess... I was super excited that one of my workout buddies couldn't go today- so I felt less guilty staying curled up on the couch. I Confess... One of the MANY reasons I love winter is being able to use it as an excuse to not go anywhere. I Confess... I am starting a 10 day cleanse tomorrow morning and I am 50/50. A few days ago I was super excited. I have done it before and had awesome results. Now that I am sick- I am dreading the fiber drinks... the thought makes me feel puke-tastic! I Confess... it is less than three months til the hubby is deployed...AGAIN. I am honestly freaked out. This is our third round of it and the most unsettling. There is something about thinking you have been lucky so far and how long do you keep pushing those boundaries or going into war and coming home safe. Not that we have a choice about him going- lol. I just cannot believe it. Ugh! I Confess... I have been highly unmotivated lately. I have a list of like 10 things I need to get done. I am in the midst of planning a baby shower that is happening in three weeks! I am hosting a Scentsy Party in 2. I haven't sent out invitations for either. I need to get Hais chore chart organized... but days are passing and nada is getting done! I Confess... I am struggling with the betrayal I talked about last week. I am with this person everyday. I feel like we are moving on too easily. Like it is being forgotten when there are some real issues that need to be addressed. Part of me feels like the person is getting off the hook WAY too easy. But how long do you keep it in conversation? How long before it is too long? Just not sure what to do... Ok- until next week friends!
6 comments:
today was the first day all Winter that it has even been slightly Winterish...and it is RAIN! it has been Spring like and now it is ugly. it has thrown me for a little loop.
i feel bad about your whole betrayal thing, what a yucky feeling.
thanks for your confessions and for linking up!!
I admire and am thankful for people like you and your husband. Serving our country is not an easy task especially now a days. I hope he is safe and well!
The motivation has been lacking around our house too. I just feel all blah.
The monnths/days up to deployment are no fun. My motivation is gone too lately...I think lack of sun is doing that to me. i am sorry about the betrayal and I have to say Im wondering who this person is to you. Hang in there.
you must tell me about this cleanse thing sounds interesting
My thoughts to you and your family. I don't know how you do it. But thank you to your husband!
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