Friday, January 13, 2012

Confessional

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Today I am confessing with Mamarazzi!
I haven't confessed in awhile- so bear with me!
I Confess... there was a BIG betrayal in my life recently with someone I trusted.
I Confess... I am torn. I want to forgive and forget and move on with our relationship but know that is not what "should" be done.
I Confess... a good thing came out of it though. I have rediscovered my passion--- for ME!
I Confess... I did four cardio workouts this week and two weight trainings this week. I am stoked.
I Confess... I am setting one goal this year. I figured there are lots of little things I want to accomplish but honestly I need to focus on one.
I Confess... my goal is to lose 70 lbs by Dec 2, 2012. I want to run the CIM this year faster and easier than I did last year and 70 lbs lighter!
I Confess... I gained a whopping 7 lbs on my 5 week jaunt to the states... whoo!
I Confess... I have been drinking too much diet coke.
Ok- that is enough for now. The hubbs is flying back in to Germany today... should be landing anytime. He has only been gone for 9 days but it felt like F-O-R-E-V-A!
Off to straighten by hair and get ready to get my man!
Happy Friday!

8 comments:

Randomlicious Memoirs said...

I haven't confessed in forever also, doesn't it feel good.
You are my idol, I've made the goal to workout and sadly I only worked out 1 time so far this week! Your kicking butt and taking names...go head girl.

Rebecca said...

stopping over from Mamarazzi's place and so sorry to hear about your rough time with the betrayal. hugs

Jamie Severt said...

I should start this on my blog! I am in Germany also..stationed at Ramstein. How are you liking it? Also, my daughters name is Brenna, love your name!

Come visit me!

www.delightfullycoconuts.blogspot.com

Kristen Marie said...

That is a great goal for the year!! just cut that diet coke out!! try some crystal light in your water, it will help soooo much, and set mini goals to reach every month!!! My weight loss goal, 35lbs by june!!

VandyJ said...

Good luck with your goal. Keep moving forward and you'll get there!

Miss Angie said...

I recently had a huge betrayal by someone I've been close to for years, and it's hard to forgive and forget...

I do understand that it only hurts me to hold on to it.

In my case, I chose the move on route, but did not choose to continue our friendship-however he was not willing to either so there was no point in me fighting it.

I don't think that real friendship requires so much work. I think friendship requires some effort, yes, but you shouldn't always have to fight it and distrust. Friendship should be friendship and love, not constant work and battles.

Wishing you the best of luck! *hugs*

Mamarazzi said...

first of all i hope confessing made you feel better. i LOVE that you linked up because i missed your bloggy goodness.

i recently had to break off some friendships due to some HUGE betrayals. it was REALLY hard because everything in my just wanted to forgive them and get on with my life.

but there are times when forgiving is not enough and ties need to be severed.

thanks for linking up!!

Brigitte said...

I am so glad to see you blogging again. I missed reading your blog, and missed hearing about your blessed life with your family while living in Germany! BTW, do you remember me??
Brigitte