I desperately want to make that my new life creed... I want to live "so in the moment." I want to embrace friends when I feel the need, nap when my body tells me to without guilt, curl up with a book on a whim, dance with my kids, color with my daughter, pour myself a glass of wine cause it sounds good, write a handwritten note to a friend.... basically do what feels right in the moment.
I want to spend less time cleaning cause it looks like it needs to be done, avoiding phone calls from friends that I have pent up issues with (and am avoiding telling my true feelings to- weirdly in fear of ruining our "friendship"), working on committments that I have to people who have little committment to me...
I have strangely invested my time lately into people and organizations that are quick to take your time and effort but slow to return the thought.
I am contemplating changing my title of the blog to "So in the moment." It has such a tie to what I want my life to become. I am excited to make some upcoming changes in my personal, family, volunteer life that is all about recommitting to the things and people in my life that really matter... and ensuring that my life is lead "So in the moment!"
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