Randomness...

A post full of randomness..

* I love my house... hate cleaning it. Do not get me wrong- I like the actual cleaning process (I know- totally weird) but I hate the four floor parts...

*Wondering if I should bring a little "European Care package" back with me to the states for my girl friends... my hangup with it is that some of these girls I have not seen in 10+ years... is it weird to bring them some stuff? They are bringing their kiddos to C's first birthday party... and we have all kept in touch (thank you FB)... I was thinking about little trinkets... nothing big

*SOOO many people are preggo. Do not get me wrong- I am totally jazzed for them... honestly... but it sucks when I am waiting for the process to start again with fertility... p.a.t.i.e.n.t.l.y. waiting for my cycle to start so that we can restart shots... I wish that some people would realize that not all of us can just "get preggo." I do not want to complain really- cause I am greatful for my two precious kiddos and we are lucky to be able to try for a third (for free- thanks to the military)... I know there are people out there still hoping for their first... It is just that it is hard to be patient and know that we have to go through this big process when others just have it happen naturally... Being surrounded by pregnancies SUCK when you are waiting:)

*Does anyone else feel bi-polar sometimes?? lol... There are days that I love my life... heck yeah- why wouldn't I? I have a hubby who defends our country and makes me laugh...A-L-O-T! I have 2 amazingly gorgeous healthy happy kiddos... We have a steady paycheck that is more than enough to support our family and allow us to travel as much as we want... We live in EUROPE!!... We have a great house and families that support & love us...~ But- there are days when I want nothing more than to be home in the same zip code as my family... that I want to have a steady house for my kiddos to grow up in... that I want to be in my home state... I want a hubby with a normal job that doesnt require him to be away for days-months- a year at a time:( Boo... I always move on from my pity party for one though...

*So- clearly we are trying to a third kiddo... as my friend Meghan put it the other day for her lil growing family... Lil Koko third edition... I know when I hold C- that I am not done. That he is not supposed to be my last. Yet- there are also moments that I think "R We Crazy??" I feel sometimes like we are pushing our luck- we have 2 healthy kiddos-

*Baby topic... think I should write down possible names- cause we always think of some and then cannot remember what we had wanted--- so maybe I will make a special little tag for that... Girls: Bryn Kate... Brynly Kate...Brynly Elisabeth
Boys: Mason Jack, Kason Jack

*One month left til we are heading Stateside for our trip!!! WOOHOO! Seems like a long time but it will go SO fast. In that month we have the Sullivans arriving, the Bazaar, Poland girls trip... that is addition to bowling- school for Hais etc... This will be our first int'l trip as a fam of four! C's only trip across the ocean was when he was 3 months old and Lee was downrange. I cannot wait to see everyone in the states- and to show off our lil 1 year old! Cannot believe my parents havent seen him since he was 3 months!